saturday

i haven't been able to have internet access for a while
i think my laptop has quite a lot of viruses, but been really lazy to clear them up

it's saturday today
usually we all interns don't have bloomberg access, so
i came to the office to download some data when nobody is around
but there was somebody!

2 of my collegues are taking a vacation
and flying to Cambodia and Vietname today
(how lucky they are!!)
and there were they setting up last minute things before they leave

another intern just walked into the office and googled a while
and walked away

yesterday,
Will, who used to be very nice, was criticizing my work
my wording was unclear, he told me that totally changes the big picture
at that moment, i felt really awckward, and very sorry
myface was getting red, not knowing what to say
and then he said " i have some work to do"
which means, go away


i think i know people are going through these kind of period
and they learn through it,
but at that moment i was really....


in the meeting last week,
we talked about some M&A news
and i was doing the research
we took position in some stocks

(i was very surprised that they decided which position to take based on my research paper
it was real quick, they talked for a while and then took a position)


thinking that what i tell them may either cause
substatial loss or gain in our position,
that is a bit stressful
especially after hearing critics from Will


however,
still i have lots of time to study
(having to study)


well


keep you posted